fobia lane kanan

aku sekarang sangat fobia kalau nak drive kat lane kanan kalau kat highway tu.. kalau masuk lane kanan pun kejap kejap je, pastu masuk lane kiri balik.. tapi kalau terpaksa memotong, aku kecut perut bila nak masuk lane kanan n dalam masa yang sama sebelah kiri tu ade kereta yang rapat ke, lori ke, bas ke.. pendek kata kalau terpaksa masuk lane kanan sebab nak membelok kanan tu, aku kecut perut..

tambah tambah kalau bila drive, ada motor kat depan.. sehabis boleh aku brake n jarakkan kereta aku ke belakang sikit.. kalau nak potong, punya jauh aku ambik jarak, takut tergesel motor punya pasal..

ini semua sebab kes aku eksiden langgar motor tahun lepas..

fobianye sampai kalau hasben aku yang drive pun, aku still kecut perut kalau dia drive laju dekat lane kanan.. aku seriau je takut takut kereta kat lane kiri tu masuk lane kanan secara tiba tiba ke.. sebab tu la yang jadi kat aku tahun lepas..

tengah aku laju laju tu (140km/j) tiba tiba ada motor masuk lane kanan daripada lane kiri.. sebab kat lane kanan tu ada simpang nak masuk poli.. aku ni laju sebab nak hambat traffic light kaler hijau kat depan.. dia pun sama la sebab dia student poli..

sekali aku terkejut aku brake jela, aku takla mengelak ke lane kiri sebab masa tu terlampau cepat, aku tak sempat nak tengok cermin belakang ada kereta ke takda kat seblah kiri tu.. kalau la ada kereta seblah tu n then aku mengelak ke lane kiri, aku rasa aku yang teruk..

bila aku brake tu ingat tak kena la motor dia.. sekali kena bahagian lampu motor belah belakang.. berdentum kuat.. budak tu sampai melambung terhentak atas divider.. motor dia 3 4 kali berpusing agaknya..

nasib baik la dia tak apa apa.. aku bawak dia pegi klinik kesihatan, hantar dia balik, tanggung kos motor dia..

tapi sampai sekarang fobia tu masih ada..

seriau aku drive laju laju.. kalau pun highway tengah clear (biasanya highway kat perlis ni jarang ada kereta banyak) pun kalau aku pecut pun, kejap je.. lepas tu terus aku sedar diri..

highway Chuping menghala ke Padang Besar

cantik kan?

 

hmm..

atleast fobia ni buat aku lebih cautious.. tapi hasben aku la bengang, sebab bila dia drive je aku yang lebih lebih kecoh suruh slow la bagi signal la.. sekarang ni kalau aku nak tegur, aku suruh anak aku yang tegur suruh papa dia bawak kereta slow.. kehkeh

revenge? i dont think so..

today marks the third day of my 'unspoken day' to some bunch of students i taught.. 

how disrespectful of them while i was still in the class doing some 3D business on the PC and they could see it from the projector, but most of them just did their own business.. FB-ing, watching youtube clips, laughing n talking like i never existed.. 

i can accept if their business are being done privately.. but ini sampai bising bising "wei mana gambar tu wei aku nak letak kat fesbuk nih!" .."ha tengok ramai gila LIKE!"

kwangjaq la tuu..

n when i finally couldnt handle it, i got up n see what's really going on..buat kawad pusing kelas.. masing masing buat muka ketat tutup kerja masing masing, n kelakarnya, desktop masing masing kosong..macam tak pernah bukak apa apa.. obviously semua ketaq lutut panicking n tutup semua fb n youtube segala.. abistu software 3D hangpa tak bukak bukak dari tadi la?

i just wished that i disappeared right that moment n never to see their faces or talk to them again.. 

i just said..

"taknak buat kerja 3D p balik rumah laa!"

n then i leave, without looking at any single faces.. sampai harini.. masih lagi..

is that a revenge? i dont think so.. 

i just had enough.. selama ni aku bukan lecturer yang suka maki budak pun.. bapak sporting, buat lawak huha itu ini.. tapi depa buat macamni.. patutnya hargai la lecturer yang sporting macamni.. jaga hati ka apa ka...

right that moment i just wanted to end my service, amik kursus menjahit n start my own sewing business from home, like seriously! kalau aku tensen pun aku tensen sorang sorang..

there you go, takdak motif punya entry..

nak check grammar pun malaih baq hang..

my fav pastime activity, apart from reading..

yes, it would be watching movies.. 

since internet connection dekat rumah kena potong 2 weeks ago n i wasn't bother to pay the amount while tengah dalam tight budget (maklumlah gaji bulan 1 masuk awal.. :p) so kitorang hidup macam orang normal yang tak pernah ada internet connection kat rumah.. (eh tapi sekarang dah ada internet laa.. :p)

the first 2 days was the hardest actually.. tangan gatal je nak bukak facebook n blog n google (to google everything i wanted) tapi sadly internet takde, so macam hilang arah sekejap.. huhu.. 

but it gets better eventually..

i got to watch tv n enjoy watching it siap tunggu sampai habis cerita (which sebelum ni sambil tengok tv pun sibuk online.. ape yang seronok sangat online fb ntah).. i got to read my bunch collection of magazines, selak balik yang lama lama.. boleh mengemas rumah.. kemas folder folder dalam hard disk laptop, buang redundant files.. macam macam kerja lah boleh buat bila takdak internet ni..

n the best of all, i got to watch movies, lots of movies.. yang paling berjaya ialah menonton semula Lord of the Ring trilogy dari awal sampai habis.. (in fact i cried like a helpless woman being dumped by her boyfriend at the finale of the movie, Return of The King..padahal bukan 1st time tengok pun)

Frodo Baggins & Samwise Gamgee

Sam ni comel jek.. dialog dia semua comel comel..

"...I made a promise, Mr Frodo. A promise. "Don't you leave him Samwise Gamgee." And I don't mean to. I don't mean to..." 

"... I can't carry it for you, Mr Frodo.. But I can carry you! Come on! ..."

"...‎Don’t go where I can’t follow..."

comel sangat n sedih sangat.. mostly bila ada lines from Sam ni, mesti jadik goosebumps n airmata bergenang.. T__T

Aragorn, The King of Gondor

now i feel like i like Aragorn more than Legolas.. he's such a macho man.. dulu masa LOTR baru release, berebut rebut minatkan Legolas.. sekarang ni, macam Aragorn lagi best je.. hiks :p

Merry & Pippin

paling takleh bla Pippin la.. dia ni macam blur pastu bodoh bodoh alang skit.. tapi comel sangat!

oh selain LOTR, other movies yang berjaya ditonton were Step Up 1, Harry Potter the Goblet of Fire, and 3D animation movies like the Bee Movie, Flushed Away, Happy Feet.. 

the latest one is The Notebook, which i watched yesterday..

 Noah & Allie 

Noah & Allie seven years later..

Noah is so yummy.. :p

n now i think i'm all hooked up with this movie.. i love the love story of Allie and Noah.. pure n real.. the movie is based on novel by Nicholas Spark.. can't wait to watch Dear John, another novel-turns-movie also by Nicholas Sparks.. tengah download, tak sabar tunggu siap.. hehe

okay, do you have any recommendation on which movie to watch? i dont mind any genres, except for horror.. cerita seram seram ni memang awal awal dah reject.. i cant stand the visual effect of the ghost, i'm easily haunted.. nanti tak boleh mandi, tak boleh tido.. asek takut je.. huhu..

so, movie apa lagi yang worth watching? sila list down, nak download ni.. hihi..